Suffocation
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sd95 Everyday, it gets a little easier.
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This is... a poem? A letter? My feelings.

Suffocation

Suffocation. My breathing hastens

As your voice echoes on the room

Silence. Nothing else mattered.

Amazement?

Fear?

...Guilt?

I don't know what to feel

I don't even know if I do feel

Time slows down

My knees shamefully cower

while my hands are frozen

Your smug confidence,

your mere presence,

It makes me want to be a better man.

Someone who could have done more.

Someone more competent

Someone you would never be ashamed of.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I was incompetent

I'm sorry I couldn't have done more.

I'm sorry I couldn't have been more.

I'm sorry I've been scared.

I'm sorry I was scarred.

I'm sorry I became a mess.

I'm sorry you wouldn't even dare look at me.

but,

I'm sorry because I never blamed myself

and I'm sorry that I never will.

You were too high up that you never once looked down.

And that was your mistake.

Not mine.

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