As I lay down on my death bed,
I heave a sigh of regret
I just know I can't let this be it.
My life was pretty short-lived.
My body has given up on me.
I feel my soul stray from my weak exterior.
but before I draw out my last breath,
I pray to the heavens for one last wish.
They say before you die, you see a white light.
You see your life flash right before your eyes;
I open my eyes and see myself in the distance.
I was taken back to that nostalgic day.
My wish came true.
I see us standing there with me and hundreds of others,
I saw only her at the time,
and she was so beautiful.
It was a moment I wanted to last forever.
I used to wish that she felt the same way.
I am on my knees, eventually breaking down into tears.
Things like this can never happen again.
I knew I was also fated to leave, but Isn't it too soon?
Seeing this, seeing her, seeing us for the last time.
They're all gone.
I see them together and keep each other company for a night.
At that moment, they felt like they can take on the world.
It was when I was ready to tell her how I feel, but I couldn't; I didn't.
Now, I realize just how much I had missed.
I know this memory will still be in my heart if I were to disappear.
So staring at one of the most sincere smiles I've ever made,
I stand up, wipe my tears, and close my eyes as I fade away.