There are so many words I wish I could tell you. But the only language I can speak is silence. It tears me apart from the inside.
Not knowing how to express my emotions, how to tell you those three simple words. Every night, staring out the window a wish upon a star is all I can make. And then I think.
Life is not a fairytale. It doesn't have a happy end. A prince will not ride up on his horse. He won't save you from the source of your problems. Life is so easy to destroy, so hard to create.
It's not easy. So why do you not look at my face.
Am I a social rejection? Am I really that bad to look at? I look at you as you live your life not knowing about the conflict that tears me apart. But of course you know.
I told you how I feel so why do you keep me waiting? Is the hope that I have inside...fake? So many questions inside my head and only one answer. I don't know.
People say I think too much about it, that I should try and start a conversation. But how can I do that when I'm afraid you will laugh and tell other people.
I wish you would say something about this. Anything. But please don't keep me waiting.