It's like you've never left addiction . They expect you to be perfection .
The way your friends act around you when they surround you . Makes you feel you've never been sober .
And that it's making you fall over. It's seducing you , you are diving in it
Slowly absorbing it again . This time you're gonna feel the pain .
You're gonna feel the goodness drain . If you don't control yourself you'll open the chain .
That you put on your self to never make it see light again . It's gonna poison your brain .
Don't submit to its power over you . Hold yourself and don't be the disappointment they see you as .
That sensation when you feel like you are laying on grass . Looking at the sky that's full of clouds .
Thinking about life and what if it was . Remembering your past and what mistakes you made .
Like a wise man once said , Don't keep thinking about the past Or you'll hit the future's wall .