All the time we had spent together, you really cannot see.
My mind can not accept that you are not with me.
You gave me strength during the time when I was lost.
I treated you like trash.
Even though i myself was suffering and wanted to burn myself into ash.
I took you for granted thought you will never leave me.
You expected me to come and treat you like i always promised.
But i lost you without any warning.
You've found a guy who is treating you way better than i did...
I tried to make things better but you forbid.
All you wanted was happiness and peace of mind.
But my lenient and ambivalent brain made me blind.
I realised every thing i did has affected our relationship.
But i am trying to be the kind of person you always wanted me to be.
Its never too late, i am trying to change for better
I hope you will read this, i had sent you millions of electronic letters..
I really don't want to loose you ever again . Please come back and i will treat you better. I am sorry for treating you badly.. I am so forlorn and i seriously love you madly...