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salmakhatoon918
salmakhatoon918 I can't hate....
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I know many of us may not be there where we dreamed, but your inner child is still there to accept you as you are.

IT.

There are days when I don’t wish to conquer the world,

There are days when I don’t wish to conquer the world, to climb the mountain,

There are days when I don’t wish to conquer the world, to climb the mountain, to win the battle,

There are days when I don’t wish to conquer the world, to climb the mountain, to win the battle, to be perfect and

There are days when I don’t wish to conquer the world, to climb the mountain, to win the battle, to be perfect and to be a person everybody likes.

I just chose to sit back and close my eyes to face what I have been avoiding. In the kingdom of darkness, I find my comfort zone and a chance to escape the world full of stars.

In dark I see it moving everywhere but not close to me.

In dark I see it moving everywhere but not close to me. It is the kid who used to be delicate,

In dark I see it moving everywhere but not close to me. It is the kid who used to be delicate, soft,

In dark I see it moving everywhere but not close to me. It is the kid who used to be delicate, soft, dreamer,

In dark I see it moving everywhere but not close to me. It is the kid who used to be delicate, soft, dreamer, and something I am not today.

I long for its company, sometimes even in light I feel lost without it. It is dead now and I don’t know how to make it breathe again. It is

I long for its company, sometimes even in light I feel lost without it. It is dead now and I don’t know how to make it breathe again. It is hurt,

I long for its company, sometimes even in light I feel lost without it. It is dead now and I don’t know how to make it breathe again. It is hurt, broken,

I long for its company, sometimes even in light I feel lost without it. It is dead now and I don’t know how to make it breathe again. It is hurt, broken, shattered,

I long for its company, sometimes even in light I feel lost without it. It is dead now and I don’t know how to make it breathe again. It is hurt, broken, shattered, tortured,

I long for its company, sometimes even in light I feel lost without it. It is dead now and I don’t know how to make it breathe again. It is hurt, broken, shattered, tortured, sacred,

to spread its wings again to fly far away with me, and this is what hurts more. Without it, I have become a leaf with no green, a body with no soul, a dirt on canvas.

Sometimes I wonder,

Sometimes I wonder, What has made me like this?

Sometimes I wonder, What has made me like this? How could someone do such things with something so small?

Sometimes I wonder, What has made me like this? How could someone do such things with something so small? How I led them to spoil it which was mine?

Sometimes I wonder, What has made me like this? How could someone do such things with something so small? How I led them to spoil it which was mine? Why I didn’t stop them from hurting it?

Am I the reason why it is bleeding now?

Am I the reason why it is bleeding now? How could someone be so cruel to do such things?

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions,

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions, understandings,

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions, understandings, sympathy,

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions, understandings, sympathy, empathy,

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions, understandings, sympathy, empathy, people,

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions, understandings, sympathy, empathy, people, light,

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions, understandings, sympathy, empathy, people, light, happiness

I know how it used to play hide and seek but now all I do is seek its company and wonder how to bring it back form where it is hidden. It is hidden from all the emotions, understandings, sympathy, empathy, people, light, happiness and has become heartless.

I don’t want it to die, because it is going to be with me forever and I cannot live with another dead body.

I need to bring it back no matter how cruelly it was killed. The damage is beyond repair but how long is it going to be angry.

It’s not like we have any choice it is me and I am it, we are each other’s world. I will try to bring it back.

So that someone will finally accept me with all my disabilities and comfort me with her small hands that will finally medicine my storm.

I know we are going to last longer than any one because how can a shadow of yourself leave you.

But now it is angry that I have given an immense importance to others avoiding its

But now it is angry that I have given an immense importance to others avoiding its desires,

But now it is angry that I have given an immense importance to others avoiding its desires, emotions,

But now it is angry that I have given an immense importance to others avoiding its desires, emotions, tears,

But now it is angry that I have given an immense importance to others avoiding its desires, emotions, tears, pain,

But now it is angry that I have given an immense importance to others avoiding its desires, emotions, tears, pain, bruises,

But now it is angry that I have given an immense importance to others avoiding its desires, emotions, tears, pain, bruises, wants.

I just hope in an attempt of

I just hope in an attempt of chasing people,

I just hope in an attempt of chasing people, matching standards,

I just hope in an attempt of chasing people, matching standards, conquering dreams,

I just hope in an attempt of chasing people, matching standards, conquering dreams, I haven’t lost myself.

Hey I hope you are doing good... I am good just going through some emotional roller coaster hahahh. I am sorry if you can relate to this. I know you will be fine and I will be too.

It has been long since I wrote like this. I quite enjoyed while writing this. Thank you so much for reading and being so supportive. keep on writing. You are awesome.

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