I had been selected as one of Jin's main background vocals years ago. Bighit back then was known for being strict about who BTS was seen and consulted with.
But after all of these years, things had changed. Saying that I had developed feelings for him was an understatement.
I had known Jin for five years, I would practically die for him if I had the chance. All of the boys could clearly tell, stating how obvious it was.
"Even a blind man could tell from the way you look at him."
But Jin made it clear that he had zero intentions of being with me or any person of any sort. It was known that everything that was business-related stayed business-related.
The very second Jin rejected me straight forward I knew that the feelings I had for him meant nothing.
But all hell broke loose when Jin announced that he was engaged to his makeup artist. And let me tell you Namjoon was pissed.
Both him and Jungkook were rooting for the two of us from the very beginning and to see him reject me and not even a week later get engaged- lets just say Namjoon and Jin had a
very long talk that even Africa could hear.
By the end of it, Jin's voice was suffering from constant yelling. And Namjoon was so mentally exhausted that he went home early that day.
I had yet to voice my opinion on the situation but was it really my place to?
It was clear that I was nothing more than a background vocal that tried to wiggle her way into business that didn't concern her.
A month later Jin broke off the engagement.
Of course, he approached me attempting to explain himself, But at this point, I was tired and single with my two cats and my resignation letter. The last words I said to that man was-
"Fuck you." and I left.
I am no longer Background.