I just want you to love me the way that you love her, is that asking too much?!
before you met her, she had your attention, she had your respect and admiration. you desired and admire her from a far and I went unnoticed.
i just wanted to be your friend in the beginning and then I wanted to be your lover, the one you came home to at the end of the day.
the one you missed, the one you kissed, the one you held on to, the one you cried to, the one you cried with and the one you cried for.
yet, she's the one in your arms, the one you look at when you think no one's looking. The one you fantasized about and your ideal "perfect woman".
The one you create with, the one you cook with and for, your fairy tale queen....
your everything! then who I'm I! the girl on the side who you ignore! the one you don't need or talk to! the one you only acknowledge because of her no, no, no!
I loved you first, I wanted you first. I appreciated your work, your vision and I dreamed of working by your side and being just like you.
I want you to love me
I want you to say those words and mean it.
I want you to kiss me with such passion and love, that my body goes numb and I lose all feeling in my legs and I fall to the ground.
the way that you made her feel.
I want to feel like a queen, I want to be desired, cared for, acknowledged! appreciated! invited!
I! WANT! YOU!
I can love you in a way that she never will.
want you to love me, I need it.
I'm sorry about before, it only happened because you screamed at me. I went crazy when you said you didn't love me, that you didn't want want me and wouldn't.......
show me how much you loved me. you showed her, over and over and over again! she had flowers and kisses, she had special evenings! dates! and trips to here and there.
you guys were head over heels and I hated it.
I did what I did because I wanted to show you how great we could be, you didn't have to yell at me.
I kidnapped you, drugged you, held you at gunpoint and made you do stuff you didn't wanna do but that was for us because I love you! but you wouldn't listen, you never do.
It's because of her! I know it's true.
we just met and she was nice too, so sweet and kind and she got me the job with you. I thought we were friends but she stole you, I wanted you! but you choose her...
now you know that's not something that you should ever do, to me.
I LOVE YOU AND I JUST
WANT YOU TO LOVE ME TOO.