Im in a lot of pain right now,
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sadchild
sadchild An lost wander and writer of sorts
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it's the same emotion, over and over again. I’m never happy with my life, I always find flaws.

Im in a lot of pain right now,

Im in a lot of pain right now, it's the same emotion, over and over again. I’m never happy with my life, I always find flaws.

I bumped into a girl into a girl when coming into my building block, she said “ oh, I haven’t seen you in a while”, I smiled “ yeah, ha” she brushed past me while I watched her leave.

The voice in my head whispered “ maybe because you don’t care about me. That's why you haven’t seen me”

I stood on the platform there was already train waiting, I watched it go by, I saw the tracks and how the train moved away with the lights glaring at me, I wanted to jump,

I wanted to step over the yellow line and get sucked into the electricity. I felt the breeze then seconds later screeching sound of the next train arrives… I step back.

Moments like this are becoming more and more common, moments like these hurt my heart and body.

But all I can do it wait.

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