I want friends who'll dress up in prom dresses with me just to go grab a burger. I want to be around people who support me.
I want to go with my friends to the drive-in movie theatre where we watch some cheesy romance film from the 90s while throwing popcorn at each other.
I want them to be the ones to comfort me after my breakups. I want to sneak out with them in the middle of the night to go dance in the rain.
I want to feel comfortable in my body with them because they're not the type of girls to bring each other down.
I want to be there for them in their most vulnerable times to let them know they're not alone.
I want to go on road trips with them where every minute will be engraved in my brain for the rest of my life.
I want that.
But until then, I'll be the girl who always take photos for the rest of the friend group. I'll be the one who doesn't have a partner left in gym.
I'll be the one who walks a couple steps behind everyone else. I'll be the one who no one waits for when I tie my lace. But it's ok. I'm okay.