lilac skies and brushed clouds, others lust treats
others lust treats in dressed up fangs,
he searched for the sun in the moonlit nights.
the clown they echoed gave him chills.
gave him chills. he watched its smile
he watched its smile melt his child down the drain.
l l a red balloon
of blood. l l
as others laughed in the world below,
in the world below, he sat with an empty chair,
he sat with an empty chair, a red balloon for a child
holding a lollipop.