organized chaos in British. (ˈɔːɡənaɪzd ˈkeɪɒs) informal. a complex situation or process that appears chaotic while having enough order to achieve progress or goals

My laughter and even my smile intimidate you. My confidence confuses you. My lighthearted soul makes you think less of me.

You dull my shine to fit yours in. It took me 25 years to learn to smile like that, what makes you think it will disappear for you?

I am looking at who I am destined to be, and she is chaotically beautiful