She doesn't know, that the first time I caught a glimpse of her, the gates of heaven closed, for she's my sin and I am her sinner.
She doesn't know that as the day passes by,
my mouth craves her name, like a guilty accused who keeps saying the same lie.
She doesn't know, that my system is slowly needing her attention, but she warned me that this can't turn into any form of affection.
She doesn't know, that for her, I will break any regulation and every rule, but she just laughed and told me "you're a fool."
She doesn't know, that I am the moon and I badly want her to be my sun, but who am I to say this when loving her is null?
and then he came along,
He who told me that it's okay to fall, for he is there to be the floor.
He who does the effort to talk to me, the one who said that will catch me.
He who adores himself, but looks at me like I'll be the most beautiful trophy in his shelf.
He who had never been my taste, but has the ability to put me into daze.
I don't know who to choose.
Is it he who smiles like the way she does? but never made my heartbeat fast?
Or she who makes my heart flatter? but he who melts me like a butter?
And the wound of this confusion won't mend, For I cannot even comprehend, whether I should choose the one that society had decided for me to love,
or the one who is a mistake according from above.