Hey, you good?
What is it?
Buff…I a..hmm *Exhales*
Buff…I a..hmm *Exhales* I guess I’m a bit surprised at how fast and easy I felt heartbroken today.
It’s so fucking embarrassing…!
It’s so fucking embarrassing…! And I also know it’s not true, you know?
I think I’m just beginning to realize that…I enjoy going through heartbreak…I am doing this.
I could choose not to. But what would be the fun in that?
This is confusing…I am literally in your head and not even I know with you are talking about.
Yeah, you do...
Yeah, you do.......
Yeah, you do.......You pretend you don’t because you like being outraged...
*Waves hands in the air and rolls eyes*
Hey, what are you two up to?
So, what’s up?
This guy is heart broken again.
Really? he doesn’t seem particularly sad…look he is even smiling!
I don’t see a problem here.
Hello everyone! What up dudes?
Hey man! Listen…we are kind of in the middle of something here I’ll grab a beer with you later and tells you all about it. Right now we can’t really fit more people into the conversation.
OK…but can we go to that bar where you enter the basement through a secret door in a cupboard?
Uhmm…sure. I can’t remember what it was called though. Google it and let me know if you find it. I kind of have to get back to this ok?
Sure. Bye guys!
What are you Italian now?
Where were we?
This was supposed to be a continuation of yesterdays story…
Ohhhhh….That's what you guys were doing…What is today’s topic?
UH? Haha…well at least this one will actually be on topic. Unlike those other stories where you just sneaked in the tag hoping to get featured…. ;)
You can be an asshole sometimes...
“We” can… ^^
Does he have to be here for this?
You know how the mind is…
I got plenty of Gin left in the fridge…
You do realize I can hear you?
Don’t pretend to be offended….Mr. “If it’s past 12pm, you can have a drink already, and you are not really an alcoholic.”
I am sensing some hostility here.
I’m sorry….I have been this way all day. I connected so deeply and quickly with that girl yesterday…I think it freaks me out.
It’s OK man! But listen…it’s been two years…you know better now. Things won’t repeat themselves like that.
But she is soooo clearly insane! :/ This never ends up well.
I thought we had already come to terms with that.
That you ARE crazy and you like crazy…
I do…I’m so fucked. What do I do?
Well, this goes perfectly well with what we talked about yesterday. You wanted to understand the pitfalls of being this way. Remember?
OK, so let’s get into that….Because I don’t think anyone here came to watch you mope.
Something happened yesterday which can wrap up this entire topic very quickly.
What do you mean?
When you whispered the poem to her ear.
*GASP* you did not…
Oh, he did!
*Covers half his face*
S T R
S T R O
S T R O N
S T R O N G
S T R O N G G
I HAD to whisper it to her ear. Because I couldn’t bare look at her in the eyes 0.o
*Covers face with both hands*
*Stuck on a giggle*
*Gasps for air*
*Get’s stuck on giggling again*
I am glad you find this whole thing so amusing.
Sorry man, please continue with your moping. ;)
*Blows him a kiss*
Said the dude who has never said no to a gay party…
It’s not my fault they are so adorable…
You are even more fucked up than he is…
“We” are ;)
….god…wtf were we talking about here?
…the poem! Right. The poem.
What about it?
What did you tell her about the poem?
I said I had spent about 4-5 months working on it. That the reason I was so enthralled with the whole thing, was because of how much content I could fit into it.
Why did that excite you?
Because…I present something about myself. And people will understand entirely different things from it...depending on what they care about.
Often times I overshare and that ends up badly. Other times I get so excited about something, I take over the conversation...
But a poem…
Having a medium to place between other people and myself actually seems like it can make things better...I am not exactly very eloquent atm. Does that make any sense?
Of course. You took the time to put yourself into those pieces. And now they lay there for whoever wants to take a look.
So what should I do about the way I feel now?
You know perfectly well that the heart breaks to expand. So just enjoy it and care for yourself while it happens.
You are right…Thank you
Awwwee.... Now KISS!!!!!!! :D