by Rona Randall
When you first feel it. It's a glowing passion.
It just keeps growing and growing and flourishing.
Sometimes it is just so intense that you feel
Completely out of control!!!
It's just soo invigorating that you begin to feel unhinged
Like the brunt of the Love, it's pushing you to pieces...
You're discarding parts of your old battered self
And gaining new parts, more refreshed feelings
But you're falling into them, Like a love ball pit
you Just keep getting more and more, from that person
New experiences, New feelings, New perspectives, New family.
It's all so much that it can be sort of nerve wracking
at times you may miss your lonely solitude...
you may even miss being lonely again,
you might begin to abhor your partners presence vice versa
But then you reflect on the current you, the present happy.
So much happiness is occurring in the here and now, him/her
You look back blankly at who you were
And what you were doing before they entered your life...
The time, it's passed like a whirlwind, where did the time
Go?? Where the fuck did all that time GO??
You've existed before them, you were born and lived before
But now it seems like your life, from birth to the moment
Before you met them....
it all just seems like a blur..
All the love that has been shared, has become your entire
W O R L D
LIFE before LOVE becomes a Blur
But you don't care, you just wanna focus on being there
in the moment('s) because they never stop...
and there are many....
you keep looking and looking and you might miss them.......
just stay present because eventually
Something's going to happen.
and there won't be anymore moments
there will still be moments, but you won't be sharing them
the moments won't link together, they'll be scattered
and you'll be confused, one second you had the world
and then in mere seconds it all just vanished
all the moments begin to rush past you like an angsty Amtrak
you can't keep up with them, they're all moving too fast
the moments are fading and rushing and blurring
you find your self trying to figure out where it all
WENT WRONG ? ? ? ? ? ?
But if you focus hard enough, and let them flow over you
a new journey will unfold
Don't focus on the ending, focus on improving your faults.
focus on the sunsets
The sand filled kisses
and the late night adventures
focus on the brightness that they brought you
and let everything else fade away
Fighting for love is a gamble, but its worth it.
it may be confusing right now, in this moment
But if you try hard enough, focus hard enough I promise
You will get those Sunsets...
and crazy, "we might die!" late night adventures
B A C K