you were sad for a very long time, you chose to be alone
in every moment you lived, you prefered leaving every person that was close to you just because you were afraid, afraid that they will leave you first.You assumed that everyone deserve sadness .
you wanted to see everyone suffering just because you did.
It was unfair for you to be sad when others were happy.You felt like the world is just an empty and unhappy place because you pushed away everyone, you wanted to end your life several times .
You wanted to feel happy, you wished to have some people
you wished to have some people around although you acted like you don't want to. Did you ever ask yourself why you are doing that? I can tell you why.
You treat yourself like a piece of shit,
Whenever you look at the mirror,the only thing that you see is an ugly face with an ugly body.you feel so little compared to others, you always think that you're inferior;that everyone is above u
However you were so wrong this whole time,
you're the most beautiful girl(boy) i've ever seen, the most open minded person i've ever known, the most gorgeous human being inside and out.
I'd like to tell you that you've been misjudging yourself
this whole time, you don't deserve that treatment at all; you should let yourself love and be loved. Life is too short to waste it like that.
To you, selfish girl;
let your wonderful personality shine and glow; show other people the true you and try to be happy with yourself at least for once.