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rinkikaKinda sad but I'm still kickin
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by rinkika

next year is going to be such a leap

the switch from one routine to the next

no more choir room or music program

no more creek under the bridges

no more intimidating blacktop

no more safe secure circle with only minor drama here and there

everything is falling apart

my friends

my grades

my creative mind

my sanity

it's all a mess

ya know a few nights ago i was in the hot tub with my friend of many years

it was about midnight and we were talking about the lastness of it all

we are going to different schools and most of our friend group is splitting up

it was kind of late and i was tired so i couldn't really articulate what exactly i was trying to say. neither of us could.

so i'll give it my best shot:

in everything you do, there is a last time. it's just how it is

with that being said, there is no reason to be afraid of it

there are so many things in the world to do and so little time to do them

if you don't change things, your life would be terrible

to just sit in a safe bubble all your life isn't exciting or fun

it's fucking boring

it really is such a wild concept to be alive

to be able to have an impact on this really very insignificant world we have here

there are books to be read pictures to paint people to kiss and scents to breathe

so why oh why whould you want the world to be idle

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