I killed you and hide you near the forest by the sea. No one has to know about this. Calming my nerves, I gave it one last look before leaving.
It didn't have to be like this, we could have gotten married. We had our whole life in front of us, a future set sure.
I remember when we first met, it was during the winter. December 23rd, 2014 to be exact. My car broke down and I asked you to give me a ride.
Never could we have imagined that yours would break down as well. So that December for the first time, I spent Christmas with someone. Even though you were a stranger, we had a great time.
After that, we kept in contact, New Year, Easter, Birthdays,
And before I knew it, I couldn't stop thinking about you. And I thought you felt the same when you proposed to me that night, December 23rd, 2016.
I forgot that you were a busy bee, always on the run, always kept me waiting, because I didn't think it was a problem until you left me waiting. Waiting at my altar.
Everybody's eyes on me, as the flashback, passed by me.
That's when I realised you never loved me.
So, I did what I did best. I killed you.
And in the shower, that's where I discovered that nobody would love a killer.
You were not in love, just in the fear.
And I, in illusion.
So I returned, to the way I always was,
A bloody cold-hearted murderer.