Scheduling- A curse as well as a Fuel

From childhood, I've learned to do everything on time At that time it seems to be a good habit It is still is

I have been shattered when one day I have to manage my days without a schedule I just couldn't pass that day

It was making my head spin I couldn't focus Because I don't know what to do next

I've always had my day planned ahead Now, suddenly I don't have anything to do next I have a hard time finding my next mission as I always have my next task ready

There were days when I wished just for one day I don't have to follow a timeline and lose-up a little bit. Didn't knew that it will be so hard in my part

I guess I never knew how to be spontaneous Never worked out of a routine

So, the next wish in the bucket list is: Work when I want to Not when I need to