Is It Better To Remember?

I try to listen

I try to listen but I can't hear

I try to listen but I can't hear In my head

I try to listen but I can't hear In my head there's only fear

All the memories are flooding in

All the memories are flooding in But you are nowhere to be seen

I stand in the street waiting

I stand in the street waiting I feel like the whole world is shaking

A shadow is standing right beside me

A shadow is standing right beside me First I'm sad then I'm happy

A shadow is standing right beside me First I'm sad then I'm happy Then I'm sad then I'm sad

I took one step then another

I took one step then another In my hand a bottle half an hour full

I took one step then another In my hand a bottle half an hour full Now I'm looking for another

Before I knew I was there

Before I knew I was there It was quiet but what did I expect

But now I remember you are

dead.