I am a warzone.
Total casualties.... 1
Total victories: .... 1
Total defeats: ... 1.... yet again.
A part of me is gasping for air-
Hands clutching my stomach... ...trying to stop the wounds from bleeding me out.
....I can't breathe.
I think this is it...
The other part of me is relieved...
For I have won that battle.
I sit under the tree and gaze across the battlefield
Sweat dripping down the sides of my face-
Determination in my eyes.
I think I got this...
I am my own worst enemy.
My worst battles are within.
One day I will self destruct
Or one day I will win..