before i kill myself,
i want to say i'm sorry.
i want to tell you about how hopeless
life feels, but i need you to know that it is not your fault.
i want to tell you that the world
needs you, but you do not need me. you will live on.
i want to tell you that life gets better,
i just don't want to wait for it.
i want to tell you, remind you,
of all of the wonderful moments in my life, and how they are because of you.
i want to ask you to remember me
i need you to be happy.
i want to say i'm sorry,
and i love you
with all my heart.