Love

I had always wondered what it would be like to be truly loved.

To have someone say,

“I love you,”

And really mean it.

Now I do.

But it’s not what I imagined.

I don’t quite feel the same.

And I feel horrible.

Not many people have this chance,

And I’m just wasting it?

How could I throw away this beautiful thing I’ve been given?

What’s wrong with me?

Why don’t I feel the same?

I’ve longed for this my whole life,

But now that I have it,

I don’t want it.