I’ve been beaten down,
I’ve been raped,
I’ve been mocked and displaced,
There was a moment when I didn’t know my face,
Because the fear placed my mind in a craze,
I have been through everything
I once met a man that wanted to kill me,
And he didn’t even know my name.
I would ask why if I knew he was sane.
But to me, I’m always to blame.
It’s always my fault, It’s always my shame,
But what can I do, but try to find peace.
This is the catastrophic masterpiece.
But I do not surrender, And I know why,
Simply because, I felt pain all of my life.
And it’s not mine,
I am a vessel for the sick,
But for my life, I can never surrender to it.
There’s no (me) in quit.
There’s no (me) in quit,
Open my mind and give my life a spin,
If you can get through it,
Then you’ll know me,
But that is why..
I am the Catastrophic Masterpiece