This long wait, seems like a different life.
One where, I'm not livin', but just bein'. !
Everyday passin', like being on a knife.
Awaiting an end to this living-like-dyin'. !!
Though it's feelin' all the same as before,
But just one thin' missin', which turns, Darkness on my livin. !
Everythin' done has no meaning no more.
Even smiles from the heart is drenched with the greivin'. !!
Miss you so much, Love. Hope this wait is worth the Kingly-Blessin !
Feel so Lonely now. But hope the pain is worth all the Joys awaitin'. !!