Never will i win any beauty pageants..that dream died long ago.. I always wondered what you see when you see me ?? Is it an ugly duckling or a beautiful swan?? The words have places scars on the way that i see myself
My intelligence matters very little when people see a chubby socially awkward ugly girl No makeup can cover up this monster in their eyes Im literally filled with self hate … Mom says im beautiful but all i see is an ugly creature that is me .
I diet I starvetrying to achieve this never ending goal that i will never be MY rose colored glasses lay broken on the floor .
NOw they cant even cover up my imperfections..I cant hide from their criticism anymore