I'm done hiding behind a face
Being scared of tests the next day
Being yelled at
Being utterly stupid
I'm done with losing track of time
I'm done with staying late
I'm done with wishing I could simply escape
If you're thinking "I'll live when I leave"
Are you really living?
Is life worth living if all you can think about is tomorrow
If you wait for your friends to find someone better
And leave you behind
Everyone around me hates me
No one wants me here
People only feel pity
For the poor lonely girl
They've known her forever
They must keep her
Does anyone care?
The scared soul screaming for help being met with laughter
The broken doll
Every single notion remains unspoken
People only pretend to like you
People only pretend to want to be your friend
You're annoying and you can't shut up
JUST SHUT UP
Stop trying to talk and learn languages!
You can't remember anything anyway
Stop having dreams that will only be diminished
You want to be the lead?
You can only be the background
In the background where you belong
Keep keeping busy
Filling your wall with art
Ignoring school that makes you feel stupid
You're so behind you'll never catch up
You'll never do it
You'll fail math
You won't get into the college you want
You won't get your degree
You need A's
You need to be the perfect daughter on paper
Say "no thank you" and "yes ma'am"
"It will never happen again"
Make it not happen
Be true to your word
If you don't
Yelling will be heard
Things taken away
Do what you're told
Don't talk back
No one wants to be your friend
You'll always be alone
No one wants you
No one likes you
I'm done with being human