He actually likes..
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It wasn't me he liked.

He actually likes..

by Sis1998

We've been friends for how long?

Since forever.

And there has always been a part of me that desired you.

And then, I thought, Wow!

He actually likes me!

I can't believe this!

I'm so ecstatic!

This is all I've ever wanted..

But.

I then realize.

It's not me, That you like.

It's my body, That you crave.

To have, To use, For pleasure.

And I know, You meant no harm by this.

And I myself didn't see the harm in this, At first.

But now? There's only that, That I see, And feel.

The harm being done, Within.

And I can't decide.

Whether or not I want this to continue.

Because what I really wanted was you

Your true self, And that's not what I'm receiving.

That's the only thing, That I wanted, But never got.

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3 months agoReply
@ellieg it truly is a tough feeling to deal with, I'm sorry that you've experienced it!

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3 months agoReply
i based a story of my own off of this

elliegage 14 YouTube: Ellie Gardner
3 months agoReply
That actually happened to me yesterday! It feels awful

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3 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil thank you I really appreciate it! And I as well hope other girls and even guys that have issues like this come upon my post!

bernardtwindwilGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
3 months agoReply
By the way, welcome to commaful. This is a great out of the starting gate story. I hope most young girls read your story. Because you wrote the cold hard facts of our cultural mating rituals.

bernardtwindwilGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
3 months agoReply
What a reality shock. Tis the nature of the rutting age male Homo sapiens. This was quite well written. Great post!!!!!