Illiterate

I know that I am physically here, My brain has just left for a while. When I realized that, there was nothing but tears, Filling my eyes followed by a heavy sigh.

Now I have to be a person again, Take myself off of auto pilot and steer. My heart will be hard to lend, To another person, just out of fear.

I know that the chapters in this book go on and on, But I seem to be only at the end of chapter one. This book is getting quite heavy now, And I've never been much of a reader.