I will say it over and over again "I am making an effort"
You say I lay in bed all day I say it is no easy feat
I will announce it till the world goes deaf from my cries "I am not useless"
Sinking into bed, I haven't made for three days But I am still breathing through the fatigue
You shut your ears every time, I say "I am trying"
Draining myself into what seem to be pointless works of writing I try to power on
Why do you insist I do nothing Why can you not see my despair
You walk away and with all my soul I try to tell you "This is just fatigue"
But my legs can barely hold themselves And I have to ask, who am I lying to?