Why then must I see?! Why then must I be the one?! Am I special in some way?! I'm a nobody... I have no value to mention... I have no one who cares if I live or die... So why?
All this I ask, while looking towards the sky. Knowing for a fact, the answer will be a lie! It makes me sick! All of my life filled with pain and suffering, and NOW! When I've finally decided enough is enough
You speak! Telling me I'm loved And special And matter And that I will be the pillar for the pain of others because I can take the weight?! Why me?