Happiness






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I'm not always what you see.

Love,

Ashley 💕

Happiness

This was inspired by @anna_martinhill

Inspired by her poem "Standards"

Happiness

Sometimes I wonder how I'm two different individuals

Sometimes I wonder how I'm two different individuals How I keep a heavy mask on my face

I wonder how I keep up

I wonder how I keep up With all the expectations

I wonder how I keep up With all the expectations With all the hope

I wonder how I keep up With all the expectations With all the hope With all the love

I wonder how I keep up With all the expectations With all the hope With all the love With all the success

When it's just masked judgement

Support

Support Congratulations

Support Congratulations All formed as pressure

I wonder how my days are lifeless

I wonder how my days are lifeless How I'M lifeless

I wonder how my days are lifeless How I'M lifeless How ease is a burden

Do more

Do more Be more

Do more Be more And you'll be

Happy

Study

Study Study

Study Study Study

Cry

Cry Cry

Cry Cry Cry

I wonder if I'm just a pawn

I wonder if I'm just a pawn Taught to bring happiness

I wonder if I'm just a pawn Taught to bring happiness Unto others

I wonder if I'm just a pawn Taught to bring happiness Unto others And refrain

I wonder if I'm just a pawn Taught to bring happiness Unto others And refrain From bringing gain

Unto My Own Self

I'm held by heavy chains

I'm held by heavy chains Locked by others' pains

I'm held by heavy chains Locked by others' pains Which stain

I'm held by heavy chains Locked by others' pains Which stain My skin with strains

I'm held by heavy chains Locked by others' pains Which stain My skin with strains Until I'm held claim by these chains

Do more

Do more Be more

Do more Be more And you'll be

Happy

Money doesn't buy happiness

Money doesn't buy happiness Success doesn't buy happiness

Money doesn't buy happiness Success doesn't buy happiness Marks don't buy happiness

Money doesn't buy happiness Success doesn't buy happiness Marks don't buy happiness But I've been taught they do

I wonder if I delude myself to be proud

I wonder if I delude myself to be proud Of marks I earned

I wonder if I delude myself to be proud Of marks I earned Others applaud

I wonder if I delude myself to be proud Of marks I earned Others applaud And push me to go along

I wonder if I delude myself to be proud Of marks I earned Others applaud And push me to go along Until I believe it myself

Do more

Do more Be more

Do more Be more And you'll be

Happy

But I'm not

But I'm not I'm not happy

My soul screams inside

My soul screams inside As does my heart

My soul screams inside As does my heart My brain wishes to sleep

My soul screams inside As does my heart My brain wishes to sleep But the caffeine clouds its judgment

I'm slowly fading away

I'm slowly fading away Painfully

The money is killing me

The money is killing me The success is burdening me

The money is killing me The success is burdening me And the marks are constricting me

Do more

Do more Be more

Do more Be more And you'll be

Happy

The smiles are hidden jealousies

The smiles are hidden jealousies Friends become masked enemies

The smiles are hidden jealousies Friends become masked enemies I sink deeper

The smiles are hidden jealousies Friends become masked enemies I sink deeper Into depressed abyss

Farther away

Farther away I become a product of others

Farther away I become a product of others Until I'm no longer myself

Happiness has become foreign to me

Happiness has become foreign to me Sadness my best friend

It gets harder to contain myself

It gets harder to contain myself I hurt more than I love

Do more

Do more Be more

Do more Be more And you'll be

Happy

I have become a monster

I have become a monster To my family

I have become a monster To my family To my friends

I have become a monster To my family To my friends To my teachers

I have become a monster To my family To my friends To my teachers To my peers

I have become a monster To my family To my friends To my teachers To my peers To

I have become a monster To my family To my friends To my teachers To my peers To ... myself

A monster that no one sees

Caged

In false complacency

In false complacency In false success

In false complacency In false success In false...

Happiness

Love,

Love, Ashley 💕

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