Reminisce
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olddreams
olddreams Community member
Autoplay OFF   •   10 months ago
Self hate proclaimed.

Reminisce

I was flying

I was free

Only Seventeen

Am I blinded by stress

Misconceiving my past

What is it I miss?

Independence or Ignorance

Feeling hatred toward myself

Why

Is it just circumstance

Or is it simply that I don't like me

When did I become so silent

Letting thoughts rip violently

Clouded mind

Blurred eyes

My senses are dulled

Who am I anymore?

Intensifying depressed thoughts

I fight to suppress a weak me

A life of instability I must be too fragile

I cry at least twice a week

Brave but not broken

Lies, i'm just broken

I don't know how to converse

My brain tells me I am stupid

Opinions dissipate

I'm feeling myself fade

Crazy fun, adventurous I was

Now?

My mental State is crazy

I'm just another face in the crowd

Plain Jane

Nothing exciting just working til I die

Pain and small thoughts

Don't speak to me

What would I say

I'm sorry I don't understand

How long have I felt this stupid

How long have I hated myself

I look pretty

I dress nice

But

My mind is gone

And I hate my own brain

I hate hearing myself think

I hate me

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