"Step One"

standing still here on my own repeatedly check the phone it’s so cold, I’m all alone I just wish that I was home

mom won’t miss me kicked myself self-harm, acid wreck my health what to do next I don’t know help me, love me where to go

my heart sinks in like a rock suicidal thoughts won’t stop survival is all I know it’s hard to breathe nice and slow

Execution Day will come I’ve begun to launch “Step One” lack of sleep and lack of touch this world is just way too much