A Prose for You


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Autoplay OFF   •   8 months ago
this is something I found in my old notebook full of writings I wrote years ago.

A Prose for You

It was supposed to be today.

It was supposed to be today. It should have been the night I'm hugging you right now.

I'm not supposed to be scared of the thunder and lightning right now,

I'm not supposed to be scared of the thunder and lightning right now, because you're supposed to be here to calm me down.

It was supposed to be the night that I'll finally know the feeling of your lips against mine.

It was supposed to be the night that I'll finally know the feeling of your lips against mine. It was supposed to be the night that we'll make a poem together meant for you and I.

At times, I wished I found out the truth a little late.

At times, I wished I found out the truth a little late. Cause I want to know how it feels to be with you,

At times, I wished I found out the truth a little late. Cause I want to know how it feels to be with you, rather than be contented with the words you said were true.

But I know that it'll cost more pain than it should give.

But I know that it'll cost more pain than it should give. I trusted you.

But I know that it'll cost more pain than it should give. I trusted you. And you said you wouldn't break it, yet you did.

All I ever wanted was to make you feel happy, worthy, valued, and everything.

All I ever wanted was to make you feel happy, worthy, valued, and everything. Because I knew it was meant for you to feel.

Baby, you're so dear to me.

Baby, you're so dear to me. And what I want to ask is, why you too?

Why did you have to break the trust I gave,

Why did you have to break the trust I gave, and take the little piece of me?

Now the nightmares are back, and my tears won't stop.

Now the nightmares are back, and my tears won't stop. Thank you for making me understand that I'm not worthy of the happiness I'm looking for.

Now the nightmares are back, and my tears won't stop. Thank you for making me understand that I'm not worthy of the happiness I'm looking for. Thank you for being the last straw to make me realize that being alone is better than being lied to.

But don't worry, I still thank God I met you.

But don't worry, I still thank God I met you. And thank you for those wonderful times, even though it was short and full of lies.

But don't worry, I still thank God I met you. And thank you for those wonderful times, even though it was short and full of lies. It's so heartbreaking.

But don't worry, I still thank God I met you. And thank you for those wonderful times, even though it was short and full of lies. It's so heartbreaking. Why did you have to do this to me? to us.

Conscience, guilt, and pain are killing me.

Conscience, guilt, and pain are killing me. It aches that I risked and failed again.

Conscience, guilt, and pain are killing me. It aches that I risked and failed again. I want to feel anger.

Conscience, guilt, and pain are killing me. It aches that I risked and failed again. I want to feel anger. I want to get mad at everyone who took every piece of me, just to break it.

Yet, pain is all I feel.

Yet, pain is all I feel. It's like being stabbed many times and too deep that it's so hard to pull the swords out.

Yet, pain is all I feel. It's like being stabbed many times and too deep that it's so hard to pull the swords out. And so I decided not to trust again and believe what you claim is true.

because your words are mere words with no sincerity,

because your words are mere words with no sincerity, especially when it comes from people like you.

because your words are mere words with no sincerity, especially when it comes from people like you. Thank you for the painful lesson.

because your words are mere words with no sincerity, especially when it comes from people like you. Thank you for the painful lesson. At least, I learned.

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