No, I don't hate you.
I just don't like you anymore.
I thought you'd be my friend,
guess I thought wrong.
But for the small amount of time, when you were my friend, I just want to say, thank you.
For being there.
Thank you for those memories, I wish I could write down.
Maybe someday I will. It will be a good book.
Thank you for all the fun we had together. Me, you, our friends, now it seems like a dream.
Thank you for wearing that black t-shirt. You knew I liked to see you in that.
You put up with me. My frustrations,
my fangirl moments.
Thanks for all of that.
Thanks for not pushing me away when I told you my feelings,
though you never had.
Instead, you became my best friend and I still love you for that.
Thanks for buying me limitless ice-creams and never asking me to share.
You knew I'll curse you.
Thanks for telling me, "Don't change. Ever."
I am still smiling, see? Remembering all this.
Then, what happened between us?
Where did 'we' go?
You didn't want me around anymore.
You hurt me, again and again, till I couldn't take it anymore. Then finally left me, alone.
You made me face it all.
But I like you as a sweet memory, not a bitter one. So, not anymore.
Took me a long time to decide. But I don't like you anymore.
Because this is not the same you I fell for.