I've come to learn that some things have simple solutions. Some things, not all things, can be stopped with a small, thoughtless action. But some matters, they can never be solved.
This is a warning to anyone who has that kind of matter.
This matter that changed my life forever, this matter that I could never forget for the fear that they might find out.
This matter that no matter how hard I try, no matter how much effort I put forth, always seems to overcome me. This matter that continues to haunt me day in and day out, never ending.
They just won't let it end.
They push and tug, reaching as far as they possibly can grabbing all of my insecurities. I'm never safe. I'm never sound.
I just don't want you to end up like me. I don't want this matter to get to you too. So when you feel that little tug at your heart, that uncertainty that just won't dissipate. Run.
Run far and hard and never stop. Because if you even think about looking back, they'll grab you. And never let you go.