Black is the feeling of grief
The taste of tears
The pain of cuts self inflicted that appear
Black is the void inside me the grows darker day by day
I never thought I would see a light out there waiting for me
Not until I saw it shining
My frown turned to a smile and my cuts disappeared
Until the light vanguished from site
Teasing me with the glimpse of light.
So long blinded by darkness i grew to hate that light that appeared
It was a peice of hope faked and now feared
That pain was magnified when hope was dangled in front of my eyes then yanked away so quickly
That ruined me
I hate hope.
I thought I did until I saw that light once more
This time I just sunk to the floor and cried
When a hand tapped my shoulder I cursed and screamed
Not realizing it wasn't the same
The girl from the first time had long dissapeared
He scooped me up and carried me out into the sun
Basked in light and ultimately free.