I go straight to the basal depths of every stereotyped, typical male cheauvanist's play book...
A dichotomy of self and betrayal of one's very being through reckless abandon,
a sense of absolute disregard for well honed and thoughtfully learned mannerisms and behaviors
because of a fleeting moment of complete loss of inhibition...
Is that then truth showing self?
Or instead the living embodiment
of a lie jumping forth
to destroy that peace
only just found
and firmly supplant within, Only moments after foul work Completed.. That which we loathe most within our own psyche...
Inhibitions are there for a reason Man..
Frontal lobe be damned, you with your self-righteousness,
A wit and personality so long of this life developed..
meet the Archipallium..
don't know it?
Limbic systems oldest reptilian remnants..
Though cold of blood it may not be,
mesencephalon with globus and olfactory bulbs rearing their primitive nuclei...
As serpentine heads, forked tongues et al, licking at the brain stem..
T'is only that excuse I allowed myself.
Primitive brain yet isn't my blame..
again, frontal lobe, his attempts to distract..
fruitless and in vain, for certainly
Id's own intellect betrays it's clever roose!
Spoken internally into excuse while simultaneous reasoning forbids the same.
To wit, intellect betrays ignorance
whilst Ego's part sets aflame any hopes had
of avoiding shame...
where ringmaster absent,
animals, acrobats, clowns
and crowds alike
chaotically scamper about unchecked...
Such is the state we find
an accepting mind
of temporary lies self spoke...
Belief matters little,
when acceptance permits.
Little by little the lunacy subsides
reason finding hold
again among the high flying trapeze...
Safety net expands beneath
to sooth a mind of its treachery
and acknowledgement of mistake...
Not at all the circus Freak after all..
No, quite common and mundane,
inferior and o'erflowing...
Set this Hubris aside,
a simple man find...
these processes by example define... Commonplace Homo Sapiens Sapiens...
The inferior sex
in his inferior prime.
Game, Set, Match.
Man - 0 Woman - 1