Ever wonder.... just wonder about anything. Am I happy? Am I a good person? Are they happy? Are they good people? Why does someone do something? Why is that so special? What is that thing?
Every day I run through my day with so many questions. Especially now when the world is just a little quieter these days.
So many questions, so many thoughts with very little answers or explanations.
I sit here with my dogs hogging most of my bed, listening to "You are the Reason" by Calum Scott. Focusing on each word of the song and the piano keys.
Each instrument that shares its own special tone just to make this moment in the song mean just that much more. Making me wonder, what is the true story behind this song.
The true meaning of each tone, of each word sung in this one unique way. Wondering...
I have always had a special talent to listen to a song of any genre and hear/feel the melody, each instrument speaking to me. Telling me to hear, to feel its own magic.
The drum beat that you can feel in your chest, the piano speaking of love, the wind melodies whispering in your ears. To each one telling me to pay attention and just feel. To wonder...
I have always been that one person that can sit back and watch. Large groups have never been my comfort zone. Even some one on one can make me hide inside my shell. So I sit back and watch.
Watch the child pick up the rock and look at the glitter of glass embedded, the ant running across the concrete in search for the next marvel.
I watch as people interact with each other, as people connect, as the world revolves, I watch.
I watch as the clouds grace the brilliant blue sky. I watch as the airplane streaks across with lines of white smoke its only remembrance.
I watch as the birds chirp to each other in conversation. I watch and wonder...
No answers. No explanations. Just the world, the people, the colors, the music. Each sharing its own special tone, its own special piece to the puzzle. Such wonderment.