the disappointment is overwhelming. the pain is all i can feel. these tears are move my body. naught but grief, i don't know if i'll heal.
i don't even know her. German girl must be so great, you know. so what if shes a higher rank, that spot was mine, you said so.
i know i should not be bitter. i know its wrong to cry. but that wont stop the self-loathing that won't stop the tears in my eyes.
i cannot understand why i had to be told by her email and not you two. because informing and briefing us, is what you are supposed to do.
i'm dropping out. happy yet? i quit! this program was my life blood, but i don't need all this bullshit.