Sabotage
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I’ve felt my heart do this thing before...

Sabotage

I’ve felt my heart do this thing before

I’ve felt my mind jump up and down and collapse in a frenzy of distortion

Like it was yanking its hair from its solid scalp full of doubts and insecurities

It spun around so much that now it’s dizzy and dramatic, and full of it

Full of tantrums and tears and foolishness.

A beast, a monster, grabbing me by fragile wrist

Pulling me by strings as the puppeteer is a toxic version of myself

No don’t go there, go here, no don’t do that, do this

Hold me back, starve me back, I’m starving

Ribs cross me like I haven’t eaten in months

I am so held back

So starved

By myself…

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