A constant war
That I wish desperately to end
You torture me every day and I’m not sure if it’s driving me insane or not
Am I distancing myself from reality
Or do you have a rope tied to me, pulling me every time I feel like I might just have a chance
You clash with me and I clash with you
Are you even mine to control anymore?
Or am I now yours to control?
Because that’s what it feels like
And I know in my heart and soul
That’s not what it should be like