Loving you breaks my heart- My thoughts race, my sadness tears my body apart- My chest aches, and sleep doesn't come- Nothing brings me joy anymore, my world is numb- How is it someone so loving and kind, can be treated so unfair- I wish I knew the words, to convey just how much I care- I watch from a distance, as you slip away- My heart is filled with sadness, it can't go on this way- I want to end your pain, ache for you to be at peace- Wishing I could offer more than empty smiles and words, knowing they don't comfort you in the least- I can't stand to possibly lose you, I can't take much more- You've always shown the world such kindness, and in return you are knocked to the floor- One thing I wish for now, is to see you real smile again- Not the one you force to hide your sadness, the true smile hidden within- These words aren't near enough, they don't bring me any relief- I can't sleep, I can't feel and it hurts just to breathe- No longer can I keep them inside, the tears start to get through- I can't live in this world, because it's breaking my heart loving you- If you are gone from this world, no longer will there be any reason for me to stay- I'll finally find the courage to finish it, and end the pointless suffering which started on my birth day- I could finally be allowed to rest I'll no longer have to fight it, no longer have to suffer this place- Inside I wish I could just go out with a whisper, and disappear without a trace-
Loving you breaks my heart-

My thoughts race, my sadness tears my body apart-
My chest aches, and sleep doesn't come-
Nothing brings me joy anymore, my world is numb-
How is it someone so loving and kind, can be treated so unfair-
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Something I wrote in a dark time when my friend was going through surgery and fighting for her life.

Loving you breaks my heart- My thoughts race, my sadness tears my body apart- My chest aches, and sleep doesn't come- Nothing brings me joy anymore, my world is numb- How is it someone so loving and kind, can be treated so unfair- I wish I knew the words, to convey just how much I care- I watch from a distance, as you slip away- My heart is filled with sadness, it can't go on this way- I want to end your pain, ache for you to be at peace- Wishing I could offer more than empty smiles and words, knowing they don't comfort you in the least- I can't stand to possibly lose you, I can't take much more- You've always shown the world such kindness, and in return you are knocked to the floor- One thing I wish for now, is to see you real smile again- Not the one you force to hide your sadness, the true smile hidden within- These words aren't near enough, they don't bring me any relief- I can't sleep, I can't feel and it hurts just to breathe- No longer can I keep them inside, the tears start to get through- I can't live in this world, because it's breaking my heart loving you- If you are gone from this world, no longer will there be any reason for me to stay- I'll finally find the courage to finish it, and end the pointless suffering which started on my birth day- I could finally be allowed to rest I'll no longer have to fight it, no longer have to suffer this place- Inside I wish I could just go out with a whisper, and disappear without a trace-

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