she taught me to drown instead of swim

an ode to sunday night blues;

3am melancholy

where cynics go to die

some lies we tell ourselves

you're etched into my bones

we're drowning at sea and can't breathe underwater ,

for when your words come out all knotted

i have to learn how to breathe without you

fragile body, broken mind [x]

this isn't love

better off bleeding

I could fit galaxies in the distance between our fingertips

you were gasoline and I had a paper heart.

because some of us can't afford a broken heart

scorch me with the ardent flames of your love, I promise I'll burn just as bright.

a different kind of love, but twice as bright

because every painting starts with a blank canvas.

a love, so destroyed

and they only realised when she was gone. [edit [18/12/2017] rest in peace kim jonghyun. you will be missed.]