Betrayal Was it me or is my heart as black as coal. Afraid to let anyone inside, walking around as boring as dry paint. I try to be brave but somehow the fear of being hurt by another friend or lover haunts me a thousand time a thousand.

Why??? How did I let it come to this. It seem like I am sinking in my own river of tears. Feeling drained like a unplugged sink and thirsty for a love that will renew my faith. Lost like a black plastic bag swaying in the wind and lost in it thoughts,