I fill my head with the deepest desires
I fill my head with the deepest desires, hindering myself from the realities of life.
I paint my skies with the brightest reds and blues and purples and pinks
I paint my skies with the brightest reds and blues and purples and pinks, blending them all to form the liveliest hues.
Use my best paints for your portrait
Use my best paints for your portrait, ensuring every little curves of detail be flawless.
I sow the seeds on these barren grounds waiting for orchards to rise with their plumpest fruits
accompanied by flowers displaying their vivid colors.
I close my eyes to see the visions that will once lie before my eyes
and be a wish come true.
The anticipation for the greatest quickly fades
as my skies start to bleed into the most unpleasant darkness,
replacing those radiant tones bringing in droplets of ice cold water piercing into my skin.
The grounds inviting
The grounds inviting, not the prettiest gardens
The grounds inviting, not the prettiest gardens, but the gruesome lands of spikes and thorns with its rotten fruits and dead flowers.
I close my eyes for a glimpse of those visions but I visualize nothing.
My head desolated by not a single thought.
I look closely to your portraits to struck myself of what it revealed.
A grotesque image, the truth of your existence.
You congested my head with mendacious hopes and fantasies, vitiating my mind.
You used my gifts for your success, blinding me from your fake promises and breaking me completely.
And you leave me with your lies smeared all over me with your destruction all around.
Leaving me alone and weak to build from scratch what you made me lose.
for the contest by @bookishmuggle.