But my insecurities made me do stupid things and follow my heart, my flaws turned into affection by another and the flow. And that’s when I get in trouble.
I go with a flow and I don’t realize that I fall for someone. I laugh and make silly jokes about his upcoming departure. I didn’t notice I gave him my heart.
And that is where the pain and misunderstanding came.
What? He’s leaving, we won’t try long-distance?
I know I said I didn’t want that, but...
Won’t he fight for me? Won’t he wanna be with me? No.
It surprised me It pained me I didn’t understand what was happening
And I had to let someone I fell so hard for go.
How? How does one do that?
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