When did we stop being selective? I was always selective, in my mind.
When did we stop being selective?
I was always selective, in my mind.
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nataliiatotkajust another girl in a big world
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I still blame myself for getting into the whole thing in the first place. Someday - I’ll stop being a jerk to myself and let it all go.

When did we stop being selective? I was always selective, in my mind.

But my insecurities made me do stupid things and follow my heart, my flaws turned into affection by another and the flow. And that’s when I get in trouble.

I go with a flow and I don’t realize that I fall for someone. I laugh and make silly jokes about his upcoming departure. I didn’t notice I gave him my heart.

And that is where the pain and misunderstanding came.

What? He’s leaving, we won’t try long-distance?

I know I said I didn’t want that, but...

Won’t he fight for me? Won’t he wanna be with me? No.

It surprised me It pained me I didn’t understand what was happening

And I had to let someone I fell so hard for go.

How? How does one do that?

Read more on my series on Medium: Medium.com/@natalietotka 🙏❤️😌

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