I have finally figured out where you and I went wrong. Why you stopped loving me. You and I forgot. We forgot about all of the good times we spent by each others side.
We only ever focused on the bad. We forgot about when we broke up in Cuba and I dug through garbage to find you a beautiful purple conch.
We forgot about all of the little things we did together that made us, us. Like every time we went for sushi, Id put the chopsticks in my mouth and act like a walrus.
We forgot about "Oou Roo Becky". We forgot about going to the bird store, we forgot about Prom night, and Canada day in Grand Bend, and so much more. We only ever focused on all of the fights.
That is where you and I went wrong. You always focused and blamed yourself for me being Bipolar and Depressed. You tried to "fix" me.
I didn't want you to fix me, I wanted you to support me while I fixed myself. We both relied on one another to feel safe and secure.
We blamed each other, when in reality it was both your fault, and mine. We both made mistakes.
I forgive you for all of the pain you have caused me and I hope you can forgive me for all of the pain I have caused you. I will always love you. You will always have a place in my heart.
Love always, Natalie. Xoxo