Sitting alone in my room, I reminisce
about the good times we had, every joke and every kiss.
Everyone tells me that it's gonna be okay,
But how? Especially when I know I can't have you anymore, Mae.
I keep my chin up and dress to the nines
whenever I go out so my friends will think I'm fine.
I put on a brave face and always carry a smile
But my heart remains heavy, and it will for a while.
I want to hate you, I want to be angry
but I just can't, even as I nurse this brandy.
You'll forever hold a place in my heart
Even though you're the one who tore it apart.